My Mum died on the 22/08/2007

Number of posts : 30 Age : 54 Registration date : 2007-08-05

Aww hello all

Thanking yous all very much for all the healing yous sent out.
I lost my mum on the 22nd of this month,which is only last week.

Wednesday nite came, My sister found it odd for my mum to tell her to go back to her own room.
My sister didn't questioned it, she thought it was weired that mum had said that for the first time.

Next morning, My sister found my mum oxygen on the floor,beside her bed and felt there was no sign of breathing.

My mum took her own oxygen off and threw it away..She have had enough!

Aww mummy..Why did u do that with out a goodbye?
I just gotton to know u mum,and u left me.
You made up for 37 years in one year and 6 months, and those one year and sixs months are so preciouse to me,i'l never forget.

Mum u left 13 kids behinde, including me,but thats all good my mum. However now im in a process of feeling a huge loss and lost.

Aww mum,guide me and protect me and your grandchildren,also eric.
I'l always miss you mama :(
mummy Why! :(

Guest

Oh, Shaz, I am so sorry for your loss. We will continue to hold you up in prayers of comfort.

Hugs to you Sharon. And much, much Love.

Melissa

Subject: Re: My Mum died on the 22/08/2007 Wed Aug 29, 2007 7:15 am

Oh my dear Sharon, I can feel your grief and agony by your words. I am overcome with sadness for you. Please know that we have all prayed for your dear Mother. I am convinced her passing was a joyful and easy passing. She will suffer no longer. Your Mother was met by the Angels.

Sharon I read your post and said a prayer for you to find solace and comfort. Please believe me when I say I know that she did not leave without saying goodbye. It was put into my heart to tell you that she chose to pass the way she did out of a pure undying love for you all. She did not want to be a burden, and her time had come. As you say, you had just gotten to know her, and she wanted to leave you with good memories. Not the memories of pain and suffering. It was her gift to you all. She meant only love and the best for you.

I will continue to pray for you. I pray that your grief is short lived, that you can find peace and comfort, and that you can move on and celebrate her life and spirit that meant so much to you all. You are much loved Sharon, and you will be a constant in my prayers.

Please, when you feel ready, let us know how you are doing. We miss your beautiful spirit. May the Angels surround and comfort you.

Blessings, Spring

Number of posts : 30 Age : 54 Registration date : 2007-08-05

:pale:
So far, im experiencing a huge loss,lastnite i thought 'il neva brakedown to my sister in-law,and da dummest thing was, i did,on cam..lol..ohhh.
Im feeling an ache on my left side shoulder, and my solor plexis feels a little heavy,sum kinda weired tiredness, and im feeling lost,not knowing what to do? Where to go? What im saying..and so on. Today i cried alittle for my mum,and understanding why she gave us 5 kids away, im wrapped thou for that part, but understanding how or why my step mum lied to me, On how i was given away.
ummm anyway. i just thought i share with you how im processing and how i am feeling at this very moment as i sit here typeing this to yous.
Well umm..Thats life eh and life must go on, Now i gotta go to dat fugly school of mine and talked to the tutors and the head of the BVA deprtment why i wasn't there in class...arghh! im feeling quite absent and distinct from myself.
What should i do and where do i start to start living again, Your'e right..Wheres that funny sharon gone too :(
Thank yous all for lending an ear!
love to yous lots
And all my blessings and light!
Shazz :redhrt:

Number of posts : 29 Registration date : 2007-08-06

Shazz, my heart goes out to you. Everything you are feeling is grief, and that's normal and necessary for you right now. All that solar plexus and all those tears - those are how grief feels.

Be gentle with yourself. Don't worry about school right now. They will allow you this time under the circumstances.

You have my prayers. She loved you and that's all that matters now. Know that she loved you. Her spirit is close to you so be comforted.

My most sincere sympathy.

Subject: Re: My Mum died on the 22/08/2007 Thu Aug 30, 2007 10:58 am

What Sake says is so true. You are going through the grief process. It takes time Sharon.

In the meantime, you can cry here. We have big shoulders. We will listen. We love you.

Blessings.

Subject: Mum Thu Aug 30, 2007 2:25 pm

I am so sorry for you loss.... but as you know her spirit will always be with you and you will see her again. She is in a better place. If you were here I would wrap my arms around you and give you a big hug..... know that my prayers are with you.

Loey

Number of posts : 30 Age : 54 Registration date : 2007-08-05

Hi all
Well i know its early but maybe it supposed to be,am not sure..but

I feel like im on top of the world,Well @ dis moment anyway, or maybe im getting over the loss of my mum.
Last night, I felt like a little empty, but then when i asked god to help me push these feelings thru, i realised that i needed to move on,fast.
Otherwised i would fall, hmmm an uncle of mine noticed that.
Anyway at this very moment, im doing fine, i had my share in tears and saddness, but im glad i'm starting to pick up alittle, nt that much but one step out of a time.
And i have a wonderful husband who supports me in every way he can.
Well my darling angels, i will keep yous all posted
and i will keep in touch.
Till soon
God Bless yous all
And thank yous so much for all the Healings and prayers yous sent out to my mum and me..HUGZ

Take care
Shazz :butrfly:

Subject: Re: My Mum died on the 22/08/2007 Sat Sep 01, 2007 2:20 pm

Shazz I am so glad that you are feeling somewhat better. Thank God for your wonderful husband. Grief is a grueling process, but it does get better. I can assure you. I lost my Mother too. The first year was very tough and confusing.

Love and Blessings to you.

Spring

Number of posts : 30 Age : 54 Registration date : 2007-08-05

Well for the last past 3 weeks
I was on my own journey of emptyness,
My solar plexises was going mad and heavyness took over,
it felt like a heavy rock,thus it leadme closed in behinde my doors, cause i didnt want to be mingled out there in the world.
After everyone had left to go home and back to australia,That topped it off.
I really didn't want to leave my house,nor left my bedroom.
So i stayed home doing absolutely nothing.
Today i made an effort to try and come out, so i started once again, visiting friends and catching up with my spiritual teachers.
Im not 100% healed but i know that i am strong enough to move forward and begin a new.
I always will miss my mum as most of us do when we do loose a loved one, But by holding on to her Would only make her earthbound,and thats the last thing i ever wanted.
So mum, Im going to let you go now sweetheart, So you can join dad, I'm sure he is waiting for you,so therefore mummy..Go!
I'm ready now to move on.
Lots of love to you my dear mum and watch over us just like the other angels do..Oh plus, Don't for get to send me all you're inspirations when it comes to art,especially at that fugly school i was telling you about when you were still here..hehehe.
Love you always my mum :redhrt: :redhrt: :redhrt:

Your 7th daughter,
Sharon xoxoxoxox pray

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