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| Subject: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 2:27 pm | |
| I am so sorry, to all of you, every single one of you. I take full responsibility for what has transpired here over the past two days and I apologize. I created this disaster and I attracted this energy here. Please forgive me.
I did not feel it was fair to anyone to completely remove the forum. All the information is still here, I just locked it up. So many of you are my dear friends and I know that you love it here, as did I. Unfortunately if Two is not a part of this, there is no point in me being here either. This was our first home together, and it isn’t a home without him, not for me anyway. I did however want to leave you the option of the chat room and I cannot do that unless there is at least one Category.
Here’s a precious story Gaia told me a few months back. I’ve been reminded of it many times today.
twohawks [9:42pm]: let me tell you of a pleasant story for a moment You [9:42pm] [tell Twohawks]: ok, that's good! twohawks [9:43pm]: in the time of what you would call the middle ages
twohawks [9:43pm]: there was a young woman of about twenty three
twohawks [9:44pm]: she was a practitioner of the Wiccan arts twohawks [9:44pm]: specifically twohawks [9:44pm]: herbology twohawks [9:44pm]: one day there was a woman from the nearby village twohawks [9:45pm]: she had treated this maid with great disdain in the past...out of fear twohawks [9:45pm]: stop at her cottage near the lake twohawks [9:46pm]: the woman had a boy who was deathly ill twohawks [9:46pm]: and she sought the help of this maid twohawks [9:47pm]: because she had been told by those who understood the maid skills that she could help twohawks [9:47pm]: at first the maid was very suspicious twohawks [9:48pm]: because she had been hurt by the taunts of the older woman twohawks [9:48pm]: and chose to stay away from the village for just such reasons twohawks [9:49pm]: but she when seeing the boy could not help but offer her assistance twohawks [9:50pm]: it was an infection that required little more than a tincture of mud and grasses that provided antibodies to fight the infection twohawks [9:51pm]: but had she not provided them the boy would surely have died twohawks [9:52pm]: the woman upon seeing her boy improve overnight was beside herself twohawks [9:53pm]: in fact she was so grateful and a bit jealous of the young maids abilities that she asked to be an apprentice twohawks [9:53pm]: this young maid agreed because she in fact did require help
twohawks [9:54pm]: there were a great deal more people of the nearby village that required her assistance
twohawks [9:56pm]: and when the young girl showed the care for these people and shared her skill as a healer her life was changed
twohawks [9:56pm]: no longer did she live alone
twohawks [9:57pm]: and no longer did she have to work so hard to collect the necessary herbs and plants to provide the healing twohawks [9:57pm]: but that too was a choice
twohawks [9:58pm]: have you guessed who this young maid was You [9:58pm] [tell Twohawks]: me twohawks [9:59pm]: yes dear one!!! there is more to the story of course...but will save it for another time You [9:59pm] [tell Twohawks]: please tell me what happened with the older woman You [9:59pm] [tell Twohawks]: please? twohawks [9:59pm]: the older woman was not as old as might have thought twohawks [10:00pm]: in fact no more than ten years your senior twohawks [10:01pm]: there was a friendly relationship for a time as the older one learned the art twohawks [10:01pm]: but a third party became involved You [10:01pm] [tell Twohawks]: a man? twohawks [10:01pm]: the husband of the older woman You [10:01pm] [tell Twohawks]: and he loved the maid twohawks [10:02pm]: who's heart became smitten with the thoughts of you You [10:02pm] [tell Twohawks]: Did the wife of the man kill me? twohawks [10:03pm]: maybe you can finish the story for me ? Yes? You [10:03pm] [tell Twohawks]: Maybe so You [10:03pm] [tell Twohawks]: It just seems to be flooding into me You [10:03pm] [tell Twohawks]: Was I right? You [10:05pm] [tell Twohawks]: Maybe we can finish at another time You [10:05pm] [tell Twohawks]: I think I remember You [10:06pm] [tell Twohawks]: I appreciate you very much, Gaia and I love you dearly
Again, I am so sorry for all the pain this has caused anyone and everyone. Be peace my friends, be love and be joy. BE the change you wish to see in the world. |
| | | corin
Number of posts : 102 Age : 48 Location : Lyra, Ohio Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 2:46 pm | |
| Melissa, I am sorry you are going through this, and sorry that you have made this decision.....hopefully we will meet eachother again....Lots of Love to forever and always......Tara | |
| | | Anonymou Guest
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 2:49 pm | |
| Dear Melissa,
By "attracted this energy here"... do you mean me... and my "Ummangel" thread?
If Ummie wanted to diss you on a PUBLIC forum (Prophecies)... it was my decision to make it "more public" and post it here and on Jury Roll.
All this time Liam has thought Twohawks Nest was HACKED... and he was online with me from MSN Messenger... desperately trying to save it.
Apparently my Red Tailed Hawk Medicine is not welcome here. I did not realize that Twohawks Nest is part of Prophecies. I did not realize that these two forums are married.
Please accept my apologies... because what I did by posting this thread which was already very public... here and on Jury Roll... apparently TRIGGERED a huge fight and separation between you and Twohawks.
I am sorry and this pains me way more deeply than I could ever say.
If you wish... if Twohawks wishes... I will leave, and Magi too.
This is all such a tragedy... and none of it really had to be.
We were caught in a soulmate lover's quarrel at Buddhas Garden between Buddha and tgeg/Laura... and that is "why" Taoist Rebel saved the "former-GLP psychic team" and gave us a home at his then-50-member harmonica players website... "the Buddhas Groove".
So here we are again... caught between a rock and a hard place... between yet another soulmate lover's quarrel... you and Twohawks.
I think it best if we both leave. Apparently any opposing position... with any *hint of reality* or God-forbid "negativity"... is not wanted here.
Please let us know. I am praying hard for you and for Two... that *God's Will Be Done* in all this mess.
And if it is mine... I will wear it. And again, I am sorry... but if I cannot speak freely... I cannot read freely... and Magi cannot write freely... and we are right back at ground zero again.
God Bless you both.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Wassy |
| | | Liam
Number of posts : 423 Age : 32 Location : Middlesbrough Humor : Decent Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 3:19 pm | |
| Grrr.... I made the frigging back up for nothing | |
| | | corin
Number of posts : 102 Age : 48 Location : Lyra, Ohio Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 4:16 pm | |
| Well, Liam, not necessarily for nothing. If no one minds, especially Melissa...you are more than welcome to re-post everything at http://safehaven.forumotion.com/index.htm. It is a forum I started a couple of months ago, just never really did anything with it. Everyone is welcome there.....and all input is welcome, and asked for....I'm not very iimaginative.......there is a chat there as well....that way, if Melissa wishes, she can completely shut this site down........ It is my hope that Melissa and Two will stop in and check on us all, they both know of the site, and if we are all in the same place, it'll make us easier to find. Lots of Love.....corin As a side note to Melissa: I'm sorry if this post bothers you in anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know there is an alternitive site ready to go,if they chose to use it.....Lots of Love to you, and please keep in touch. | |
| | | Admin Admin
Number of posts : 37 Registration date : 2007-08-04
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 4:28 pm | |
| Wow, Corin, I love you. I don't mind at all, I was just getting ready to put it all back. I just don't know how to fix this and I want to so badly.
I just don't know how to make it all better. I 'm sorry. | |
| | | Liam
Number of posts : 423 Age : 32 Location : Middlesbrough Humor : Decent Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 4:34 pm | |
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| | | corin
Number of posts : 102 Age : 48 Location : Lyra, Ohio Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 4:35 pm | |
| Looks like your doin a fine job of getting it all back, honey :) | |
| | | LittleFire
Number of posts : 377 Age : 58 Location : Eastern Ontario Registration date : 2007-08-07
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Thu Aug 23, 2007 6:42 pm | |
| Melissa, and everyone, we are a family and I for one, love each one of you. There are times that misunderstandings, sometimes even things being said or things we have done that we regret. But, let's all realize that WE and I do mean WE have all done it at one point or other.
I don't know the entire story, nor do I care. But what I do care about it each one of you and know that I'm always here for you. No matter what. We are loved, always. | |
| | | Spring Miracles Admin
Number of posts : 1440 Age : 68 Location : In My Fortitude Registration date : 2007-08-05
| Subject: Re: I'm Sorry Fri Aug 24, 2007 11:29 am | |
| Melissa everything is going to be just alright. Do not fret, and do not try to carry a load of guilt. It can get quite heavy and burdensome.
We all love you, and pray for peace, comfort and security for you, Two and your site.
As LittleFire has pointed out - WE are all family and we will get through this.
Our prayers will be answered.
Much Love, and Blessings, Spring | |
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