There's no way You can get out of this one. Make your apologies , mean them from the bottom of Your heart. You will be forgiven, maybe not in the way You hoped, but You WILL be forgiven. Be kinder to yourself the next time. Trust Your family. They have your thoughts well in hand.
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"We are All Giving Birth to Each Other" -Anais Nin
"Not all of us are eagles, yet we all are sky dancers" -Dancing Dog to Willy TwoHawk.
"At night there are millions of galaxies. During the day there is the beauty of friends dancing at their wedding to each other." -Rumi